A Broken Puzzle



A Broken Puzzle

© Jessica M. Ward


When I found you

I found me

I was no longer alone

I was put together

There were no missing pieces

We were the perfect puzzle

On lookers envied what we had

We had so many beautiful memories

That they're not even possible to forget

That part of my life was my life

The life I loved


Then I lost you somewhere

Along the way

There were no fights or disagreements

Our puzzle just broke

Piece by piece it fell apart

Soon it disappeared

I've tried to get it back

I've done everything

The pieces of the puzzle

Just don't fit together anymore

I found your pieces reconnecting

With new pieces

My pieces were left torn and shattered

Alone in their box



I just want one last look

at that beautiful puzzle we shared

Even though it won't help me get over the pain

The pain that has ruled my life for months

I just can't close the cover to that puzzle box



Source: http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/a-broken-puzzle#ixzz3SsBj9lmK
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* just a reblog.. so meaningful poem for me..

Trust Issues..



Is there a time when you realize you’re tired of trusting a person over and over again?? Time when you are already afraid of trusting a new person coming by in your life???

If there was…. I believe you've been under a very stressful, tiring, and depressing hurt with someone you loved…

It maybe a friend, family member, classmate, and even your ex or boyfriend/ girlfriend… It must have been drained all the trust you have for yourself and for other people..


If you’ve been undergone this problem, well congrats to you…. You succeed!!! Now help me to help other persons who are undergoing this problem or confusion…


HOW TO TRUST AGAIN???


i barely don’t know the answer as well on how…. because i am on that side standing between the line of giving up and pushing more…

But if im going to look myself at the positive side…. Here are the advice’s i could give to myself and to others…


First… Forgive the one who hurt you the most…. Then acceptance will follow… After that i dont know what’s next…


Maybe all you will be needing is time…. Time to heal the wound…


As what my friend once said..


" This too shall pass, we just don’t know when and how…. What important is…. It will pass"

Right timing…


5 x 5 = 25, 5 + 5 = 10, 10 / 2 = 5

mga bagay na hirap na hirap tayong intindihin noon... pero ngayon minamani nalang natin.

Paano ba maiintindihan ang isang bagay na gustong gusto mo ng intindihin???

Mga bagay na gusto mong maintindihan…. Pero di mo magawang intindihin???

Paano???

Sana ang buhay parang elementary problems na lang …. Para pagdating mo ng highschool at college simple nalang lahat ng bagay para sayo…. Kaso hindi eh…. Kasi habang natututunan mo ang isang bagay… Nadadagdagan ang dapat mo pang pagaralan…. Nagiging kumplikado ang ilan..

Paano nga ba???

Alam ko madami kang tanong sa buhay mo ngayon… Mga bagay na hindi mo maintindihan…. Nahihirapan kang unawain…

Meron din ako nyan… Pero alam mo isa lang ang masasabi ko…

Siguro kailangan din natin palipasin ang panahon… Dahil lahat ng bagay may tamang panahon.. Siguro ngayon di natin maintindihan kasi hindi pa panahon para unawain natin… Baka mas maiintindihan natin ang mga pangyayari bukas…

Lahat ng tanong may sagot….sa tamang panahon!!!

"when you have a circle of friends, you will always have a square situation.."

"when you have a circle of friends, you will always have a square situation.."

There are times when you celebrate your life events that you want to have all of your friends in that day, but suddenly you dont know who you will accompanied first. nakakaloka kaya yun . yung tipong gustong gusto mong kasama yung mga highschool friends mo tas darating yung college friends tas biglang darating mga ate mo.. that feeling na sana pwde mong hatiing yung katawan mo para naman makasama mo silang lahat dahil miss na miss mo na sila. 

pero minsan nangyayari din yun sa school...

i have engaged myself in two blocks .. first to second year i am with the block one then when i was third to fourth year i was with the block two.. and being a person i create my circle of friends.. kaso pag may mga events na nagkakasabay ang dalawang block nahihirapan ako kung san o sino ang pipiliin kong kasama dahil miss na miss ko ang block one pero i care too much sa block two friend ko  na hindi naman nya close ang block one friends ko.. i love them both kaya di ko alam ano gagawin ko hahahaa..

sometimes i joined the block one assuring my other friend being with her other friends.. 

having so many friends is the most happiest thing for me i feel rich and richer because of them.. they are my treasure.. and i love them.. 

you have to be happy, weird, and enjoy every moment that you are with your friends.. make the most of it.. kasi lilipas din yan .. dahil lahat ng bagay lumilipas dahil sa panahon.... bilang lang ang oras na makakasama mo sila.. na magiging okay kayo sa isat isa..kasi there are times na nawawalan na lang bigla ng time para sa isat isa.. times na mananawa ka sa ugali niya... time na feeling mo nawawala na yung amor... time na baka magkaaway pa kayo.. 

kaya habang masaya pa kayo sa isat isa make the most of it.. iparamadam mo sa kanya na sobrang mahal na mahal po siya. para pag dumating na ung decline ng friendship niyo .. masasabi mo na  
"minsan naging masaya din ako kasama ka, at sana minsan napasaya din kita" 

When fears knocks out the door, Open it with faith.. (welcome note)

When fears knocks out the door,
Open it with faith..
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dmit it! There are times when fears strike us not once but twice or even more and we start to be lost, looking for answers and hope. I have experienced those too, been there done that. Pero di kasi yan one time experience only eh, sa buhay natin habang tayo eh tumatanda mas dumadami ang mga fears natin.



            Just to give an example, when i graduated from highschool i was afraid of what college feels like, what course to take; then when i was in college i was happy with my friends. Two months before our graduation in college i was afraid if there is a place for me in the industry i have chosen. I even wanted to shift my course from HHM to MASCOM or multi media arts or even broadcasting how pathetic right? All of my friends told me to finish what i have started since i am already on the list of candidates in graduation; some said that maybe this thought was just brought by fear. I shared to them that i want to be a FM radio DJ, tha’ts why i want to shift. They suggested na ipagpatuloy ko at subukan muna ang industriya namin pag di talaga ako naging masaya at hinahanap hanap ko talaga ang pagddj therefore magaral daw ulit ako. Then ive heard their stories, they also want to take up some course aside from our course. One said she wanted to be veterinary doctor, the other said she wants to be a MedTech, and etc. Therefore all of us wanted to try something new!
            For sure you also have your own fears, simpleng fear sa lumilipad na ipis o d kaya yung mga tinatawag nilang mga “phobias”. There are different kinds of fears. Fear of not being employed after your first interview, fear of being left alone by the one you love the most, at syempre ang pinakadakilang fear ng ating mga magulang.. fear of not raising their childrens well. Pero lahat ng ito eh kaya nating iconquer sa tamang panahon at masasabi natin sa mga mas nakababata sa atin na “I’ve been there, done that!” Then we will be able to share our own experiences to them and gave them advices on how to face these fears aswell.

            Now is maybe the time to talk to God! All our fears, happiness, doubts, sadness, and confusion are understandable by God. He is our almighty, our mentor, our creator! He writes our story! I quote from Pope Francis We have a Lord who's capable of crying, walking with us in the capable times...”

            Most of the teenagers right now read books about love, friendships, fictions, and novels from some known author. I may not be a popular writer (like hello di naman ako nagpapasikat!), i may not publish a book (gusto ko lang naman ishare itong mga natutunan ko) but i dont care as long as i have my God, my faith and my family.. Ang akin lang po eh sana naman matutunan at maengganyo din ang mga kabataan na basahin ang mga self help or inspirational books, madami nyan sa National Bookstore! Nagdaan din ako jan! Wag puro love!! Di yan nakakain!! =D

            I hope that in this blog you will be able to understand the importance of FAITH! In so many aspects for sure matutulungan kayo niyan kung meron kayo niyan!!.. No matter what your religion is!